God will send you a Master if you desire God, but if you have greater work to do, of course you need a Master who is sharp like an arrow to put you in your place.
After death, you have to go again through life, but there is always opportunity. There’s opportunity wherever you are, because when He puts you here He, also, always plans everything for you, but, also, you have your plan. That’s the difference. So why do you have to wait for dying? You can look for the opportunity right now. On this right moment you can look for opportunities and hold them, and rise, and let this Love guide you. Let your heart guide you. Don’t allow the mind to guide you, because the mind will always corrupt you.
-Sri Swami Vishwananda
YOU FEAR DEATH