Devotee's Personal Experience with Mahavatar Babaji by a Devotee of Mahavatar and Swami
Email
received after this devotee read Mahavatar’s Virtual-Babaji-Vishwananda
yesterday:
I have
just finished reading your post for today, [Virtual-Babaji-Vishwananda, June 6,
2012]. It feels like Beloved Mahavatar is answering my thoughts. For a few days
now, my husband and I have been watching videos which describe the subject
Mahavatar is talking about in today's post…Mahavatar
spoke about a tiger which he taught to live on prana and the tiger,
subsequently, did not hunt and kill any more…the post may be read at http://www.virtual-babaji-vishwananda.blogspot.com/2012/06/love-is-supreme-mahavatar-and-swami.html
It's amazing how everything works. Yesterday I was seriously thinking about
fasting and also about the possibility of living on prana, after watching
several videos on this subject. I was talking about it with my husband for
hours. I also wrote about a tiger to a friend this morning describing the
nature of my husband when I met him and why I painted a tiger when my husband temporarily
left me and my two small boys. I saw my husband then as a tiger walking through
a jungle.
My husband returned to us. I am still with my husband; I never
divorced him. It was the greatest lesson for me and the greatest reward that I
stayed in this marriage. During that difficult time of my life, our Heavenly
Father was nursing me and He was giving me the purest nectar of wisdom. Because
of my patience, now we both are harvesting the greatest blessings of our life
together. One door after another is opening for us, so we are able to grow
spiritually. My husband turned around 180 degrees, just like Mahavatar's tiger. It's a great miracle!
My husband went through three major accidents, which I have to describe as miracles
too. All of the accidents were lessons for him to learn through excruciating
pain, suffering and long recoveries. The last accident was so severe that the
Spinal Specialist told me, with the tears in his eyes, that this was Divine
intervention that my husband didn't end up in a wheelchair. The doctor
even showed my husband’s ex-rays to the world’s best Spinal Surgeons in the
Bahamas, and they all agreed that my husband’s recovery was a miracle.
I want to tell one more detail, please: When the doctors showed me the ex-rays
I knew that this was bigger than me, bigger than my husband’s strength and
faith. The policeman, who escorted my husband to the hospital had tears in his
eyes when he saw me. Doctors had their heads down and initially told me that my
husband would never walk again and they also iformed me that he could die. I completely
surrendered everything to The Divine. I gave all my worries to the highest
power I was able to imagine. I felt again the whole army of light being around
me. After this surrender, I never cried. I was calm and full of hope and I
knew, without any doubt, that my husband would walk again.
I know now for sure that Mahavatar is helping my friend, whom I wrote about the
tiger, through me, and through my many lifetime experiences. She is begging me
for every word which will be able to help her with her sadhana. Mahavatar also stopped me the other
day, when I was writing to a family member, who was asking me a lot of
questions, and then when I answered them wholeheartedly, the relative tried to
manipulate them so as to defend his own ego. It seems Mahavatar is indicating
that this relative must learn another way, and Mahavatar stopped me from writing
to him further about his questions.
I have tears in my eyes as I write
this. I have the feeling that Mahavatar and Swami Vishwananda are always with
me. They're watching my every step. They are sending the right people my way. I
don't know how I can possibly thank them enough. What else can I do? They're
here for us. I can't do anything for them.
While I do my writings and when I am trying to help others, at the same time I
figure that I am helping myself too. I never have had these kinds of thoughts
or feelings before [that is before connecting with Mahavatar Babaji and Swami
Vishwananda.]
By a
Devotee of Mahavatar Babaji and Sri Swami Vishwananda
Note from Swamini Vishwalakshmianandama: After I was finished
writing Mahavatar Babaji’s message yesterday for the Virtual-Babaji-Vishwananda
blog, I was still thinking about the word He used, “jungle” and that it might be best to use
the word, “forest” instead. Suddenly, my computer screen went blank and I could
not find the “saved” copy. So, I asked Babaji if he would like to transmit the message
again or should I use instead just the long complementary quote from a talk from Swami as we
had planned to add with Mahavatar’s transmission.
Babaji
told me he would transmit the message again. When he got to the place, for the
second time, of using the word, “jungle,” I asked him if I could use “forest”
instead. He very gently said, “No, I wish you to use the word, “jungle.” It was
only after I received the email above that I realized that my screen went blank
so that Babaji could reiterate what I already know but sometimes still question:
“Babaji has a reason why he uses whatever word he chooses from my stored brain
vocabulary.” I know that He gives me permission to ask Him about such words, but
I was really resisting, in my mind, the fact that he was using “jungle”
instead of “forest.” Without developing omniscience, we do not see the whole
picture of creation as the Masters do! So, as you all may be aware, the
teachers know what they are doing and we do not see the big picture always of
how far their teachings will reach and how one chosen word of the teacher may
be important to someone that the teacher knows will read it. The person, who
painted the tiger in the experience we have shared, used the word “jungle” at the
time many years ago when she painted the tiger representing her husband as they
were going through trouble in their marriage.
Our teachers are always with us. I feel blessed and very humbled that I can
hear Mahavatar Babaji clearly enough to be an instrument for Him to help
others, like the person who wrote this email. And this person also helps others.
We are all both students and teachers!